new tat... its sick... pics when its finished healing =) =)

so.... much.... fucking.... incredible... music!

p.s maxi is here yay!

There is in me something stronger than these agents of emotion making me feel as if I am a puppet on my own strings. 
Just remove all judgements and there is calm.
 
IF IT IS NOT RIGHT, DON'T DO IT.
IF IT IS NOT TRUE, DON'T SAY IT.

What are you doing here? I came to get a case of factory outlet beer. Then, I go home. I dont feel like I want to be by myself. Mice eat cheese. And for the most part, they do as they please. Then cat comes home. Mice dont feel very free to walk around.

meh my parents house is a shitty place to be and without my car I cant go see my baby cause he doesnt have a car. Im all lonely and stufff. I cant believe how much I luv him!

 urgh! That hardly sums up how I feel right now! Gosh darnit my stupid crappy car broke down yesterday when mat and I were driving back to his place around 6am :-(  Cabs are really expensive but mat paid for one anyways which was really kind of him but now I dont know how to get anywhere for the next few days. Much less afford to get my car fixed! ugh ugh ugh!!!

 Happy 420! blaze tons... stay high... dank blunts!

 So wake up run your lips across your fingers till you find
Some scent of yourself that you can hold up high
To remind yourself that you didn't die
On a day that was so crappy whole and happy you're alive

You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself
Hoping noone will find you but they found you
And they took you
And you somehow survived

So wake up and if the holidays don't hollow out your eyes
Then press yourself against whatever
You find to be beautiful and trembling with life
Because I'm so happy you didn't die

Date:	2008-02-14 13:17
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	DP

Well did you know the pen
is stronger than the knife?
And they can kill ya once,
but they can't kill ya twice.
Did you know distruction of the flesh is not the ending to life,
fear not of the anti-christ.
Did you know that I,
exist before the earth.
And did you know my eyes,
are windows to the world.
Did you know you can't go ah Zion and ah wear jerry curls,
can't tell di boys from di girls.
Your body's just a vehicle,
transporting your soul.
It's what's inside the people,
its beauty to behold.
Fear not of evil.
Everyday the flesh,
it grows old.
Changes of the times,
take a toll.

Date:	2007-11-30 17:02
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	groggy

 I've been working at Dagwood's now. If anyone wants to come eat a really dank sandwhich, it's in the plaza with Ross and Einstein's at Nebraska and 19.

Date:	2007-11-06 15:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	flirty
Music:	Nas

 Halloween was glorious =} 

Date:	2007-10-29 01:20
Subject:	High errrbody! Allow me to RE-introduce myself...
Security:	Public
Mood:	high

  

I'm being such a player these days and its fuckin' fun =}  & who gives a shiiiiiiiit cause I am SO happy! OI oi!

 

Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Dear Enemies and Friends,

Why are we all so alone here? All we need is a little more hope, a little more joy. All we need is a little more light, a little less weight, a little more freedom. If we were an army, and if we believed that we were an army, and we believed that everyone was scared like little lost children in their grown up clothes and poses; so we ended up alone here floating through long wasted days, or great tribulations.. While everything felt wrong. Good words, strong words, words that could've moved mountains. Words that no one ever said. We were all waiting to hear those words and no one ever said them. And the tactics never hatched. And the plans were never mapped. And we all learned not to believe. And strange lonesome monsters loafed through the hills wondering why.. And it is best to never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wonder why. So tangle -- oh tangle us up in bright red ribbons! Let's have a parade. It's been so long since we had a parade, so let's have a parade! Let's invite all our friends. And all our friends' friends! Let's promenade down the boulevards with terrific pride and light in our eyes: twelve feet tall and staggering.. Sick with joy, with the angels there and light in our eyes. Brothers and Sisters, hope still waits in the wings like a bitter spinster; impatient, lonely and shivering, waiting to build her glorious fires. it's because of our plans man; our beautiful ridiculous plans. Let's launch them like careening jetplanes. Let's crash all our planes in the river. Let's build strange and radiant machines at this Jericho waiting to fall...

Date:	2007-10-20 17:45
Subject:	tonight...
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited

Madeski Martin and Wood!!! Clearwater Jazz Festival!!!!

Date:	2007-10-17 23:09
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

=} =} =} fantastic day today.

  <3333333333

 :-)

Date:	2007-09-14 13:48
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	nauseated
Music:	Against All Authority

Ever get that feeling like your losing your grip on reality?
I've over done myself lately.